Monday, September 28, 2009

For Him.




When you're young and you fall in love for the first time you start imagining the fairytale wedding and the monogramm towels and you don't even think about reality and the great probability of you getting hurt. your bubble could burst in a second, but you're too busy thinking about the wonderful life that you will have with him to even think about it. But when you have been badly hurt more than once, you imagining and believing in this dream, because you can just feel that you will get hurt again and that everything just is more than perfect so that it is impossible to last. Or also when you start going out for a while and you get into a routine, you stop thinking about the things and will probably start to find the guy boring. But with you everything is different, I have certainly been hurt more than once, and I stopped believing in true true love, and we are going out since a while already and obviously already some kind of routine between us. And eventhough we don't see eachother everyday, which would be perfect, but life's a bitch, I still love you like I did at the first moment, and every second i love you more. My own little bubble, that i am imagining, with our little baby called Sam, our pug called Leah, the cat that's called Cookie, and the goldfish who's name is Nemo starts becoming more realistic everyday because everything we have is getting more serious everyday. I really love you baby, and I hope you feel the same way about me. And although it's stupid when we are fighting, you're really cute when you try to be angry at me, cos you know that it's impossible :P