Wierd

i feel sad, angry, disappointed, not myself.

why can't I just forget you? I want you out of my system. It hurts soo much, and I know I have to stop thinking about you. 9 months of suffering are definitely enough. I love you a lot, and I know I never told you that since we broke up., but I do. and I know that you don't love me, and that you've got a bunch of other girls on every hand, and that you have fun with them. And I know that it is selfish to ask that, but can't you see how much you are hurting me with this? I want you to disappear out of my memory, sometimes I actually wish I never had met you, or that I never would have made out with you that day. Just, that I wouldn't have to endure all that suffering. But then I think about all the good moments, and I know it was worth it. But there has to be a limit of how much a person can take, and I really can't take much more.

Love You.