let me forget you.

i try so hard, but every pore of me thinks about you. i need you ,when i want you just to need me. everytime i hear your name, see a picture, hear your voice, my heart makes a huge jump and instead of being caught by you in the air, it smashes on the ground. i can't take it anymore. i just want to leave and meet new people, but you make it so hard. the moment i think that i was able to leave you behind, you pop up and make it impossible. i know we're so over, that we need a new word for over. i don't know what's wrong with me, and i don't know what is wrong with you for taking me back in this moment, and all of a sudden, leaving me again. since we broke up, neither of us had something stable, and when i did, you would make me want you back, so i would always ruin everything. we need to let the past rest, and you need to let me forget you.

love you a lot.